BE."Suddenly, thousand leaves feel very penitence and wish, why want superfluous action, make this telephone call?Must she give the original sun one family to leave the impression that she still wants to die to tie up a lousy dozen to him?End be end ……if ascend once the original sun really have already had girl friend, he even if know that she has been really thinking that they can also continue, even in don't have no beg, and then have what advantage?She is silent a short moment, "I have no another meaning and just literally ask.Now well ……"
"Thousand leaves and elder sisters, you need not covered up ……in fact, in uncle's birthday that day, I have already seen out, you are still just liking sun one elder brother."The well simple and directly says luckily now.She sighed tone, "I am really a lane don't understand you two, before you start associating, is sun one elder brother to like that you like desperately;After you broke up, and then became you to bear in mind constantly to him ……but thousand leaves and elder sisters, although sun one elder brother is my close relatives, can I also really like you, so, the matter arrives at present, I still hope that you forgot one elder brother of sun ……after all, you have already broken up, be not?"
Thousand leaves hold the hand of telephone not from trembled for a while.She thinks that why all people all say to her, the ascend original sun a to forget?Because did he put forward first to break up?Or because of, they all saw out, can't two of them have future?If is the latter, they didn't predict future super ability, with what think that they can't have future?If is the former, they have to see she once made of wrong?Say, just because ascend original sun on putting forward first to break up, she once makes wrongly to the person whom she likes …… can neglect not to record?
"Now well, thank you to say so ……why will the person regret?I really dislike this felling.But ……I still keep cannot helping but wanting to ask you a question ……certainly, this problem, I will ask you once, hereafter in no case will ask again ……you say, two people's, if a person don't think be over and really is still not end can not?"
Now well luckily silent in a short while:"I don't know ……thousand leaves and elder sisters, problem like this, I really don't know."
Thousand leaves smiled to smile:"Now well, you don't put in the mind ……I also just literally ask."
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Second world noon, after the class, thousand leaves arrived at shallow wild soar of office.Is shallow wild to soar after asking her a few questions, looking at her:"You seem to don't get PTSD, or, be get, is also very slight that kind."
Thousand leaves are tiny tiny a smile:"May because have never taken place that day real wound personnel piece, so ……"
"Not.The nerve that should be attributed to you, thicker, so not too and easily suffer.However, still want to observe again for a while ……thousand leaves, if you have to the elevator, knife, and gun...etc. what excrescent reaction, tell me in time."Was shallow wild to soar to suddenly thought of what, " to, is watching television, movie, book or newspapers and magazines, have the unwell reaction like this also want to speak, know?"
"I knew."Thousand leaves ordered to nod, " teacher, that time, I really fear I will die ……I even in think, I just 21 years old, really die?If I died, my close relatives would be definitely sad.And, that night, they stand outside the mansion, if I really died, they perhaps would can not forget that evening from cradle to the grave ……however, O.K., Huang Mr. Mu is finally on the whole the viewpoint that gave up to kill black Mr. Jing.―― And I, also on the whole is save."
Being shallow wild to soar certainly can't make her know, that night, he was worried that she will have an accident more ……that the felling is like a lot of year agos of that is in New York of cold of winter night, he at snowing of outdoor fear ground to look for him that again beastly drunk father ……what that kind of had long time no see jittery mood, he thinks at so several years behind, he has already forgotten, in fact, basically have no.
In that evening, he finally understood a matter:As long as he still keeps caring some persons, that kind of is frightened the meeting for even and a day lose pain and sufferings of the other party, still keep continuing to torment him.―― Certainly, that also nothing important isn't good, proved at least, for this world, he still keeps still hasing been already expected to, and, very strong.
While being also a kind of mood that disobeys for a long time to him, canning trace back to him to just lose all close relatives and having not gotting married with thousand Huis that.At that time, for the sake of maintenance life and continue studies, everyday, in addition to wanting to have a class, he also beats three works:The morning is a , two in the evening ……return to a home everyday dead hour, he feels that he has to cannot support ……but, the second day morning, he still will wake up on time and once continued life like that.
That time, prop up him, also Be just a conviction:He believes that he will definitely have the parents to compare him better life in the future.For the sake of that conviction, his cook led the most difficult the days, therefore, also just had today ……
Have very for a while certainly, he has already no longer thoughted of that that cans not bear to recall in the past.And now, he also really lives better than his parents life ……he not from think,say, he feels now, he in the future also has ratio better life is now?Will have?
"Teacher, in summer in London, you once said, you don't think long life as well ……although say, lead again for 12 years, we the sky is each on being getting more square, however, I still keep hoping the teacher can be always on the hoof, had better live than I long …… you than I old, the smoke takes out terribly again, perhaps and not too may, how does that do?I think that the teacher's wife definitely also hopes that you can live long-lastly, so, so as to truely attain to reach old age together.To, there is also Prof. Everett ……"
Is shallow wild to soar the hand of holding the smoke not from tiny tiny a tremble.He settled to fix mind absolute being and put out smoke at ashtray in:"I pour not to want that living is so long …… however, can not let as well nearby the nonsmoker always take out second hand smoke ……" he is some to ashamedly smile to smile, "I try.However, I don't dare to beat to protect a ticket as well now, I can definitely succeed to quit desire for tobacco."
"Also not necessarily want to thoroughly quit ……have already become a habit after all, change always very difficult, but always can take out less 1:00?Expert once says, that was chronic to commit suicide, be not?"
Being shallow wild to soar is silent a short moment:"Listen to you so on saying, I pour is thoughted of to once see lately of a words:The person who really tries to commit suicide, absolutely can't choose a like this boring suicide method ……since waste money, prepare to expect again drag along specially longly.Some persons even if is a super smoke gun, also have to the cook arrive 7810 years old just can commit suicide success."
Thousand leaves smiled:"Teacher and then is seeking to lend …… seem to be during the days in the senior high school, my class contained a boy, was arguing whether smoking harmful health this, incredibly raised many eminent writers to all smoke of example.He even still have to conclude a theory and say if there is no cigarette, this in this world many classic literature works not too may produce."
Was shallow wild to soar to agree a location to nod rather:"I feel that what he said is quite right …… for example I, if don't smoke, a lot of problems can't think, therefore, a lot of theses also write not to come out."
Thousand leaf Zhengs for a while, immediately cachinnation get up:"What ……absolutely hard believe, this is the incredibly famous psychologist's words.―― I want to stick down, future ……"
"In the future how?In the future use to attackstone me?If you hereafter also prepare to do a mental doctor, we are to go together by that time, you want me this elder generation, pour now is should stick down ……"was shallow wild to soar to smile to smile, " footnote BE, this person incredibly don't hesitate to agree with slanting reason to mislead his/her own student for the sake of the bad habits of the maintenance itself."
Thousand leaves right away shook to shake head:"I just don't do something like this .If I really want my own elder generation,cheap beats by dre, absolutely can't attackstones him with this kind of living trifles ……if I didn't be engaged in at I of in work realm make the standpoint of progress more, I in no case will the blindness is own elder generation."
"BE?You relatively incline toward blind
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